Exercise~Tennis fly outside the court

Exercise

I went to jogging for half round of Hostel SME Bank. Haha.. Then walked for another one forth round.

Then, Siu Hui and I went to cycle. Fun.. but my butt was very pain. The seat is not comfortable. Haha..

When went to uphill, both of us unable to cycle. We stopped.

We cycled around Kachi Hill. Enjoyed ya.

Tennis fly outside the court

Next, we played tennis. Just for around 10 minutes. (I guess)

The ball was flied outside the court. Secondly, fall into "longkang". Thirdly, hit others car. Haha.. Then the alarm of the car rang. Damn malu lo. Haha.. Then we returned the racket. 

Faint..

Funny !!!! -_!!!

Sparkling Night

颓废那么多天，也许应该起来了吧！
唤醒我的脑袋，打开书本，温习咯！


嗯....好啊！
第一个学期很快就要结束了！
哈哈....
还有一个左右哦！


Sparkling Night
刚才去了Sparkling Night!
唯一最吸引我的节目就是二十四节令鼓。
很震撼，很爽，让我感到乐在其中。


而我是负责拿印度人的“灯”（算是迎接VIP)
当然咯，我是最不起眼的配角。哈哈。。(不重要的)


Sparkling Night的节目是不错，只是音响不断出问题，影响整体的performance.
可惜呀！


是时候睡觉咯！
一觉醒来后，就别再心不在焉咯！
打开脑袋，翻开书本，读书去咯！


Good Night !!
^_^

从槟城回来后

两天一夜的槟城之旅结束咯！
还不错！只是感觉上不够尽兴，而且缺少了什么似的。


最特别的就是去参观baba nyonya以前的住处咯！
差不多有一百年的历史了。看上去，还蛮新的。就不会很残旧。


还有就是昨晚zhi Ying的爸爸带我们去素食buffer
很好吃，很特别。尤其是虾，吃下去很像是真的一样。
味道和真的虾肉很相似。


谢谢Zhi Ying和Shu Wei咯！
当然还有Zhi Ying的家人和男朋友。


花了两天的时间，似乎没得到什么东西。
唯一最大的收获就是买了一件Hush Puppy的衣服送给伟俊。
自己虽然没有买到什么东西，可是我很开心很满足。
希望它会喜欢咯！而且一定要合身哦！


离开了UUM两天，一路从槟城回到UUM，仿佛回到当初。
以后，没什么特别，还是不要出去好。
免得那么感触呀！
哈哈....


本来打算趁十二月尾，没有上课，回去。
但是，也许应该打消这念头了吧！
我忘了他要去camp,真是大头虾呀!
没关系啦！


呆在宿舍也不错啊！
^_^


真的很想看看他剪了头发后的样子。
怎样了啊？怎么了啊？
肥了？瘦了？
真的很想很想哦！
没关系吧！
Shhhhh......
^_^


凯雯，别想那么多咯！

也许因为太过牵挂，所以心情起伏不定。 凡事别太在意，看开点，会开心点吧!

也许因为太过牵挂，所以心情起伏不定。
凡事别太在意，看开点，会开心点吧！
(一个短片的启示)

最近心情真的起伏不定！
一个人独自在房里，眼泪会突然滑下。
哭！哭！哭！

该如何好好的发泄呢？
和他说，却被骂了！（可能真的活该）

有时候，不仅会变得迷惘，失去方向感！
是否想家了呢？
总是觉得自己很强，这一切并不算什么，可是....

你是唯一每晚都陪伴着我，和我聊天。
幸好....还有你！
我都很珍惜！
但是，有时候，也许是我想太多，真的很害怕。
你都在想什么呢？有点不了解的感觉！
有点忐忑不定。

要求太高，真的不是件好事。
我一直告诉自己一点要达到"3.5-3.67"的pointer.
我一直认为学业的压力，不会影响我。
可是万万没想到，这压力不知不觉的滋长，让我透不过气了。
身边的朋友们，总是很努力的温习，读书。
无形中，产生了压力。

总是时时刻刻提醒自己温习，温习，温习！
就连睡午觉，我也调闹钟，深怕睡太久，不够时间温习。
（但是，依然还是有点失败，我并不能一直一直读书）
我会看戏啊！上网啊！（尽量在减少了）
努力啊!

第二次机会，该好好珍惜！

快要发狂，崩溃了！
救命啊！

真的希望去Penang后会好些！
平复我的心情！
继续向前冲刺！

A friend's parents came to visit her a UUM

Listening to  music now. No mood to do my revision for mid term test for Principle of Economic on tomorrow night !!!!

I was chatting with a friend just now. She told me she was totally stress and keep crying for few night, and she was insomnia and finally fall sick. I was a bit shocked !! And sad? (as a friend, but I don't know this happened)

But, her parents came to visit her few days ago. She and I come from Seremban. So, I can imagine how far it take from Seremban to UUM. It was around 7++ hours journey by driving.

Honestly, I got a bit jealous. She has a good relationship with her family.

I was thinking, "I have no stress?" The answer is "I do have stress."

I cried before, I frustrated before, I was freaking out. 

But, I kept it. I will never ever able like her, tell my family, my parents.

Everyone around me is very hardworking, tough.

Study and study, book and book.

They are all 3.67 pointer students. Except me.

I am trying to put myself in to the condition... study !!!!

Well, Its work for a moment.

Okay, is time to do my revision.

KhaiWen, no emo for this moment, please !!!!

Perhaps .....

Good Luck !!!!

knew something that u probably shouldn't know it

What a good lesson.
My words, always being stupid and blur is the best.
Please do ever remember that. Never never never forget it.
Get it?
This reminded  me, my nick name among my friends "blurblurwen".
Bare it in mind !!!!! Blur ...


Well, I knew something which I probably shouldn't know it.


That was my fault, I guess.
I am not going to blame him. I am trying to keep it. Perhaps, I can do it.
It was the initial, I was talking with him through phone.
Tears, kept falling down. My voice might be a bit different. I tried to hide it.
Hopefully he won't know it. I was pretending Okay, in good mood, acted normal. Nothing special.


I am very appreciate our relationship since we have come through a lot of stuffs. I put in all my effort to maintain and conduct this. I feel happy. I don't want to messy it. I hate fight, I scare fight. I damn really hate the feel. I am thinking what is the best way to go through this. Currently I choose to keep it.
Shhhh.....
A friend told me, it might be nothing. Hopefully....
I just wanna to know why he want to hide it? I guess the answer would be "I don't want you think too much"
No No .... It is not accepted. Ridiculous answer, I think.


It is hard to stop the tears falling down. Trying.
Hopefully .....


Stop !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!