2011年11月19日星期六

A friend's parents came to visit her a UUM

Listening to  music now. No mood to do my revision for mid term test for Principle of Economic on tomorrow night !!!!
I was chatting with a friend just now. She told me she was totally stress and keep crying for few night, and she was insomnia and finally fall sick. I was a bit shocked !! And sad? (as a friend, but I don't know this happened)
But, her parents came to visit her few days ago. She and I come from Seremban. So, I can imagine how far it take from Seremban to UUM. It was around 7++ hours journey by driving.
Honestly, I got a bit jealous. She has a good relationship with her family.
I was thinking, "I have no stress?" The answer is "I do have stress."
I cried before, I frustrated before, I was freaking out. 
But, I kept it. I will never ever able like her, tell my family, my parents.
Everyone around me is very hardworking, tough.
Study and study, book and book.
They are all 3.67 pointer students. Except me.
I am trying to put myself in to the condition... study !!!!
Well, Its work for a moment.

Okay, is time to do my revision.
KhaiWen, no emo for this moment, please !!!!

Perhaps .....

Good Luck !!!!

2011年11月5日星期六

knew something that u probably shouldn't know it

What a good lesson.
My words, always being stupid and blur is the best.
Please do ever remember that. Never never never forget it.
Get it?
This reminded  me, my nick name among my friends "blurblurwen".
Bare it in mind !!!!! Blur ...


Well, I knew something which I probably shouldn't know it.


That was my fault, I guess.
I am not going to blame him. I am trying to keep it. Perhaps, I can do it.
It was the initial, I was talking with him through phone.
Tears, kept falling down. My voice might be a bit different. I tried to hide it.
Hopefully he won't know it. I was pretending Okay, in good mood, acted normal. Nothing special.


I am very appreciate our relationship since we have come through a lot of stuffs. I put in all my effort to maintain and conduct this. I feel happy. I don't want to messy it. I hate fight, I scare fight. I damn really hate the feel. I am thinking what is the best way to go through this. Currently I choose to keep it.
Shhhh.....
A friend told me, it might be nothing. Hopefully....
I just wanna to know why he want to hide it? I guess the answer would be "I don't want you think too much"
No No .... It is not accepted. Ridiculous answer, I think.


It is hard to stop the tears falling down. Trying.
Hopefully .....


Stop !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011年10月6日星期四

巧克力真好吃!
吃着roommate给我的巧克力饼干!
Japan有Hello Panda (我的最爱,可是吃完了。伤心呀!)
China有虎虎饼干(roommate请的)
哈哈.....

勇气可嘉呀!
今天上management时,教授突然叫一个同学离开lecture hall,要不然就是她离开!
原因是因为那同学一直在班上睡觉。
他是有错,可是也不至于当众叫他离开吧!
我觉得有点过分咯!
这位同学当然离开lecture hall,过后lecturer不知怎么的又让他进班上课。
这位同学还向大家道歉叻!
真是有勇气啊!佩服万分!
全班一百多个学生都为他鼓掌!
虽然和他不认识,但是希望他不会因为这件事儿不开心吧!
(要是我的,一定找洞钻。然后就哭咯!)

cough,cough,cough !!!!
咳死了....
喝了药水,似乎没效咯!
T_T

搞笑
今天在巴士站,听到了蛮好笑得对话!(绝对不是偷听)
我们看见很多巴士到convocation ceremony而且有些是"Bus Sekolah".
巴士上载的都是小学生!
Junior/Senior们说;“一个人毕业,全村来参与毕业典礼。所以要包巴士。”
哈哈....很好笑咯!我听了也笑了!
多么希望毕业的是我啊!

My Fm
太兴奋了!
我终于可以收听My Fm My Music了!
Yeah Yeah ...
这里的radio接受不到电台!
要上网才可接收到My Fm. T_T
很高兴哦!
听到很多新歌/旧歌
都很好听!

2011年10月5日星期三

UUM's Life一个月的前夕


Wow..不知不觉我在UUM还有一天就一个月咯!

UUM's Life一个月的前夕
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快要考试咯!
可是我还没完全吸收教授教的课。
很多都要自己去读,明白,了解。
由于英文太烂了,Introduction to Management 这一科,读的有点吃力。
很多terms都不明白呀!救命啊!快要压力死了。
才刚完成一个chapter而已,但却还没完全明白吸收这个chapter
T_T
需要找人请教请教呀!

最值得开心的事是,我的TITAS assignment快要完成了。
TITAS还有80%就要完成了!要谢谢Wallaceguidance还有其他members的合作哦!
合作愉快哦!
至于,case study还差一点点......
Go Go Go !!!! Gambateh !!!!

晚餐
今天我和妍琪在kachi mall吃晚餐。
她介绍我吃Butter Rice Chicken Chop (RM3.50),还不错吃!
当然咯,两个女人一个墟啊!
叽叽喳喳,说不停!
吃饱后,她陪我去买了些零食和杯面。(干粮,我懒惰出去时可以吃。)^_^
找钱时,差点被骗了Rm5耶!我害傻傻的不知道。幸好有妍琪在。
其实,也不可以说被骗啦。也许cashier一时糊涂吧!

只能说,
blurblurwen依然是blurblurwen咯!
^_^

2011年10月3日星期一

UUM Convocation

UUM Convocation
讨论Management's Case study后,我,Siu Hui (my new friend),晓惠一起去Pesta Konvo.
重点是,我们从图书馆走路去Pusat Kesihatan (PKU)。厉害吧?
哈哈....难以置信,我竟然那么勤劳呀!
那里有很多档口哦!有卖花、卖吃的、游戏等等。感觉就像Pasar Malam。
感觉还不错吧!我还花了不少钱咯!
我吃了那里的八宝粥。很久很久没吃粥了!吃起来特别美味可口哦!
粥里面放了当归、红萝卜、菇.....
Yummy !!!! ^_^
我还买了keropok和马来糕。
那里还有卖我最爱吃的寿司叻!可是,有点贵,不舍得买!
而且没有我喜欢吃的unagi。(我知道我要求多多。哈哈)


昨天特别累,做了financial accounting的tutorial后,我就睡了!那时才十点多罢了!
很累很累!


还不错的一天哦!^_^

2011年10月1日星期六

UUM的第28天

我在uum差不多一个月了吧!说习惯但又不惯。
这里的生活,
起床,挤巴士,上课,午餐,洗衣,晚餐。
laptop就像我的命根一样。没有了它,我不知道如何是好。
课,还算ok。不完全跟得上脚步,还是有点迷失,blurblur.....
很厌倦每天和别人挤巴士的日子。
太有礼让精神,吃亏的就是自己,后果就是迟到咯!
脸皮要厚点,什么都看不到,就这样挤上巴士。
要不然我就得等到课结束才上到巴士呀!
好想念我家的kancil仔啊!要是可以驾上来多好啊!

最近我常在想,当初,如果我去申请IPTS结果会是怎样呢?
我也许太高估自己了,我也许不该选那么远的大学吧!
我想,就只是可以想而已咯!真的可以改变吗?
我还能选择第二条路吗?
第二条路又是如何呢?
不知道....
想想就好了!发下白日梦就够了啦!
怎么可以那么容易放弃呢?
也许,我常忘了当初选择这条路的勇气呢?目标呢?
我该常常提醒自己,别那么动摇不定。
目标,也许会是最棒的推动力吧!

加油!加油!

2011年9月20日星期二

Assignment assignment and assignment

在UUM已经两个星期了吧!
现在满脑子都是assignment assignment 还是 assignment.
快疯狂了。没有idea.....
要怎么做呢?
最搞笑的是我的Information Technology in Accounting的lecturer都没进过班,竟然有assignment了。还是我在e-learning zone无意间看到的。下星期就要交了。
晕倒 @@
都不知道要怎样做?他的要求是什么呢?
I don't have any idea at all !!!!!!
Faint ........

救命呀!

对了电脑几个小时,却什么idea也没有。我的脑枕的生锈了。
今天上managerial mathematics, 我和同学还开玩笑说,也许是我们太久没吃猪肉了,所以头脑生锈了,不会转动。一定要去chang loon吃下才行。 哈哈....真搞笑! ^_^

我的assignment呀!加油加油! gambateh !!!!!! ^_^

2011年9月15日星期四

UUM一星期几记

在UUM应该有一个星期了吧!
大致上,还习惯。除了上课,就躲在房里!
做宅女呀!

二人脚踏车
今天还不错,和siu hui到 Pusat Sukan (PuSUk)骑二人脚踏车。
人生第一次骑二人脚踏车。感觉还不错!差点跌到!
而且做到屁股很痛咯!哈哈..

对自己不知道怎么的超级没信心。
account 3.0的我可说是班里最差的吧!
总是害怕跟不上。而且,lecturerr教的东西,我都不明白。
T_T
很无助阿!

尝试着装着没关系。笑嘻嘻....
唉....

真真假假,假假真真。傻傻分不清楚。